Humanity's Flaws

forcing yourself to be someone else,

is the act of self denial,

of what I can tell,

it pushes you well,

into suppression,

hiding your emotions,

lashing out into aggression,

having a traumatic impression,

putting yourself into panic,

doing things you wouldn't do,

your emotions raw and volcanic,

then what you choose to do,

is want to be alone,

in what is called reclusion,

stuck like glue on your own,

trying to wash away the confusion,

with that comes paranoia,

knowing something is right,

arguing that black is white,

realising it's not,

you self loath,

hating what you sot,

wanting both,

feeling hopeless afterword's,

lost in your own thoughts,

trying to work twords,

a thing you are not,

addicted to finding yourself,

when you already have,

found oneself,

still carrying neuroticism close,

unwanted and feeling unsafe,

but it leads back to what you choose,

forcing to hold onto that grief,

on what you lose,

gripped by burden,

bounded by heavy actions

this is due to learning,

and can be controlled by your reaction,

regretting what you did though,

remembering it visibly,

yet it was so long ago,

an unwanted tragedy,

leaving it behind in resignation,

a sad memory in your past,

that will control you action,

let it go and you be free at last.

By: Ethan Mc Closkey

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